I needed a day like this, a day to recapture myself and find the things that mattered to me. A friend today, told me about a problem involving a thinning connection with his friends, and I can see that. The people I used to hang out with to me are just not the same to me, and though I still feel the love, the awkwardness of being absent for so long, makes the friendship almost lifeless. We can look back and reminisce, we can talk about the future, but we are unable to find a connection where it matters, the moment here right now, and that is what pains me so much. So from this mistake, I’ve created a goal, to never let go or forget about the ones I hold dearly. And I will do that, so as long as I try to do so. Unfortunately there isn’t much I can do to rekindle my loose friendships, as we will all be going our separate ways, separated by miles. I’ll hold the moments tight.
