December 2010
9 posts
5:45 AM
I do not know why I am still even awake, the night being filled with pondering and revelations. Knew it was a bad idea to eat that cake before deciding to go to bed. A productive night surprisingly, though I spent most of it just thinking.
Hopefully I will be able to get some sleep, but it would not matter so much, for I have been getting 10+ hours of sleep for the days prior.
It is...
What makes you so certain that you are so unloved and alone?
12/4/10: Paddle-a-thon.
Long day, so I’m going to list them and accordingly place points for each of the notable events.
Woke up at 5:45, went to lake at 6:30. (Shit was cold) -5
Paddled 16 laps for paddle-a-thon with meager breaks. (Shit was painful; after the first 4 I felt “meh”, after the 7th I felt tired, after the 10th I was exhausted and hungry, after the 12th I was numb and didn’t care,...
